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My name is Louise. I'm a freelance multimedia designer/artist. Currently undertaking a Bachelor of Arts (Honours). more...

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    Ok... This is getting ridiculous

    I really need to stop complaining about how fail everything is. No one likes it and it makes me look worse every time.

    I think people can get along with me. It's just taking tiny steps. I think it's a matter of perception (paranoia) that I feel like I repel people on first sight. But how I stop crying and appearing grumpy? I don't know. Everyone has their (at least) one thing that makes them happy - I just have to find mine.

    There is someone who I appreciate a lot - but don't know how to show it. He's always putting up with my emo-fail behaviour and telling me to snap out of it. Any other person would run for the hills if they saw how emotional I can get. I think more *hug* are needed.

    Life fail

    Well I've actually been trying to socialise. So when I talk to people/a group, I get ignored or talked over. I don't feel welcome anywhere.

    I don't have any skills I can use in getting a job. Yes I could have some "simple" job like a cashier or something - but a) I fail at communication with people, b) I'm probably too old/ugly for most places.

    I lost interest in the project I was doing for school. Granted the game wasn't going to become interesting or make it to any usable state. And the essay/thesis was going nowhere also... I mean... Every time I showed a revision to the teacher, it was wrong. How the fuck was I let into this course if I wasn't able to do the work for it?

    I believed I'm locked into the course now. I don't think I can quit without having to pay for the semester I miss out of.


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